What a great new year!

I feel so amazing these days! Something has come over me this New Year and honestly life couldn't be better! 2010....wasn't the best year. Some of you know Tanner and I were very close to divorcing. While I was back at home for 2 months, I really learned a lot about who I am. I didn't like it. As the year past and we went to counseling or as Tanner helped me through trials, I learned so much about life itself. Life isn't about facebook statuses or comments on pictures. I enjoyed getting compliments and attention with that, that I blurred out my family. (I knew it wasn't all about facebook. I sound crazy saying that. But you know what I mean. Spent way too much time wasting time on that addiction.) I know there are a lot of people like this, and I'm now realizing what is important in life. I knew it before, just spent a lot of time doing pointless things. Life is about laughter and learning. 2010 really taught me that. I really watched people closely in 2010, and by doing so I learned a lot about myself. I'm embarrassed about who I am...was. I took life WAY too serious and tried way to hard to be supermom. It was hard to be supermom because I wasn't giving it 100% (As I write this, my princess is asleep, dishes are done, home is spotless, and dinner is cooking.) Yes, I feel like supermom right now. I only got online a few times today to check the recipe for dinner and when Kendal went down for a nap. I've had so much fun with Kendal today and hearing her laughter. Very please to say..she has not had a tantrum today! Except for when I was talking to my dad on the phone and she wanted to sit and read a book with me. But, she was ready for a nap...doesn't count :)

I'm very excited for this new year. It's fun to start a new year with lots of goals. I know who I want to become and how to get there. It's a great feeling. We started this year out by going to a great friend's daughter's baptism. I really felt the spirit there, which it had been a while since I felt that. So distracted with life. Sunday we went to 2 sacraments and Tanner shared his testimony. I'm so in love with him and couldn't imagine what life would've been without him. He is truly amazing. Well, the princess is awaking. We are going to stamp and color pictures :) Happy New Year everyone!! Make it the best!!